Friday, December 26, 2008

Everything I'm Afraid Of

1.Rejection
2.Failure
3.Ghost stories and things that go bump in the night
4. In 5 years I'll be alone and on Xanax or Prozac
5.Going into rooms without lights on
6. Being in large social situations
7.Speaking up for myself
8.My shoe size changing, because then I would have to buy all new shoes
9. What people think about me
10.Eating cheese doodles or cheese puffs because they remind me of hairballs
11. Birds, especially their feathers
12. A monster lives in my closet, so I check every night before I go to sleep
13. Having long phone conversations, because I never really have anything to talk about
14.Failing out of college
15.Not becoming a doctor
16.Security detector things in stores will go off on me when I walk out, even if I have not purchased anything
17.I'll never have an open relationship with people
18.Getting stuck to a pool drain and either getting my intestinal track sucked out, or drowning
19.Driving with my parents in the car, it totally freaks me out
20.Sneezing in the middle of class and having snot run out of my nose, but not have a tissue to wipe it up
21. Getting extremely fat
22. Becoming obese
23.Hamsters and guinea pigs
24.Getting on the wrong train at 30th street and ending up in some god awful state
25.People who look "thuggish" or like "gangsters" standing alone on streets I walk on, I go on the opposite side of the street
26.The KKK
27.Pandemics
28. Caterpillars and inch worms, especially when in middle school people would step on them and squash out their guts
29.Getting Vitiligo
30.Being on an airplane that is about to crash into the ocean, open field, or experience engine failure
31.Developing a hunchback
32.Being Poor
33.My stuffed animals come alive at night
34.Getting stuck in an elevator or being in a falling elevator
35.Being involved in a horrible car accident with my family and being the only one who survives
36.My car door will open up while speeding down the highway
37.Living a lie
38.Not being true to myself
39.That when I crack open an egg from the grocery store, a baby chick will pop out
40.Chickens, that might actually fits in with the bird category
41.Physics
42.My life after college and my future
43.Ants crawling on me
44.Finding people in a crowd, especially if they don't have a cell phone
45.Getting hit in the face by a soccer ball, baseball, or basketball
46.Going into my basement late at night
47.Undercooked meat
48.Having a Brain Tumor
49.Loosing my iPod
50.Doing something insanely stupid that I will regret
51.Telling to much about myself while drunk
52.My Pencil will break or I will run out of ink in my pen in the middle of a test
53.My transcript
54.My neighbor's dog
55.Rip tides in the ocean
56.Tripping and everyone seeing it
57.Cats
58.Being shot
59.Having an aneurysm
60.Not being able to merge onto the highway
61.Getting a red light ticket
62.Getting the back of my jeans caught in an escalator
63.Standing on the yellow line at a metro station and being pushed onto the tracks
64.Fish swimming around me the ocean
65.Playing a solo
66.Poking myself in the eye
67.Accidentally bleaching my favorite sweatshirt
68.Someone overhearing me talking about them
69.Rats

So, that's what I'm afraid of. What about you?

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