So last night I was talking to one of my friends about my life. Our conversation pretty much came down to the fact that I have no clue what I want in life. So to fix this remedy, my friend said I should go to a quiet place, sit, and reflect on my life. So in my life, quiet never comes. So I thought I would try to do this while washing dishes and listening to Jason Mraz. I kinda got somewhere, but not where I wanted to go. I mean truthfully I did realize what holds me back in life, the kind of person I am, and the kind of person I want to be.

What I learned was sitting down and thinking about who you are is pretty scary. I mean you pretty much have yourself to blame. Wait why am I saying "you". I pretty much have myself to blame. I almost feel that at points my life is pretty stagnated. Obviously days and weeks go buy, but I feel as if I never grow as a person; for fear of what though? Who knows? But maybe that should be my new year's resolution; figure out who I am as a person and live life to the fullest. Because as my friend said, you have only one life to live and you might as well live it because tomorrow is not guaranteed.