Things that Bother Me

Ok, so I don't have that many problems with you. You are an awesome person, but there is a lot of unnecessary baggage associated with you. Well that is just how I feel. I think the unnecessary baggage is draging you down as a person, and that you are so much better than that. But whatever. When it is over, you will come to realize what I mean. It might be bitchy, but I honestly care.

Another thing that pisses me off is people who totally rely on you, but whenever you need help they don't help you. That is called being fucking needy and selfish. Well maybe the "fucking" in the above sentence is a little to much. But seriously, aren't you supposed to help other people out? I help you alot, and it seems that most of the time the favor isn't returned. Now I'm not asking for you to return the favor, but sometimes a simple thank you would be nice. And please stop bitching about life and the future. In the end we are all fucked and destined to die anyway, and I have problems in the present to deal with before I even get to the future.

You would think the ability to hold a decent conversation would be universal right? There is no need for you to list things and categorize things. I enjoy talking to you for the simple fact that we are pretty good friends. The conversation starts to get completly boring when the categorizing and listing starts. And then there is the total lack of self confidence on your part, which isn't necessary at all. Because honestly you are a really nice person and should have nothing to worry about. Just be yourself and you will go far.

Blood is thinker than water right? At times I feel that way. But other times I think, what the fuck? But I really don't have that many problems with you, minus the bitcy attidue, mean remarks, and the sometimes belief you are better than me; it's always good. I mean there was a point when I looked up to you, and in ways I wish I still did. You are pretty much half of what I always wanted to be, but never took the chance to try. And maybe that is the reason that you ended up how you are now, which is not a bad thing. It's this liberated person who could give a lesser shit about certain bothersome things in life. And don't we all kind of what to achieve that status at some point.

Honestly, you are a pretty weak person and don't know what you want in life. I mean you are almost ** that means you should have a clue of where you are going or what you want to be. Honestly, are you waiting for a personal invitation to start your life? You've had the past ** years to do so, what are you waiting for. You can't blame it on anyone but yourself, mental illness?!? that is what you want everyone to believe, it is you inactivity and not wanting to speak up that got you to this point. Maybe one day when you are like 50, alone, and with 30 cats you will realize how much of your life you wasted away. Then there will either be a sense of regret, or you will go and try to live out your life. Because honestly, it is your choice as to what you want to do. So, times a ticking, make a choice.