#1

This summer I feel like I have begun to learn more and more about myself. For some weird reason I always have these reflections while eating a plum, showering, or Wikipediaing (or is it Wiking or maybe just Wiki) random stuff. So maybe this will be a summer installment.

#1 I am a very selfish person
Okay, I don't mean selfish like I won't share my laptop, iPod, or money with you; I mean selfish as in I enjoy my time and don't want to share it with others. This is probably the reason I have very few friends (possibly?). But I feel bad for my friends who do have to deal with all of my shit (i.e. Not returning their phone calls or ignoring them on facebook chat). I really love you guys, and you know it. Okay but honestly my time is what I value, even if this time is spent alone, sitting in my floor. I am content with that. I do not always neeed to be ripping and running or hanging out with people. I know I might be pissing away my life slowly and alone, but I'm fine with that. However others, especially my parents, seem to hate that fact. Why, you may ask. Maybe they think I am a lonely friendless person? Or coul it be the fact that when they were my age they lived active social lives (I'm pretty sure by the time my mom was 20, she had already met my dad). Wow, if my mom had met her future husband by the time she was 20, I am way behind the 8-ball. Who knows. But the bottom line is I am almost 75% content with the somewhat intersting (which others might view boring) way that I live my everyday. Of course it would be cool to change it, and add in some crazy adventures, but for now, I will live in the boring day to day, that is my everyday. While I may not be exstatic about my everyday,I am sure as hell content with it.

Hmmm....I wonder how many times I used content in this thing.